It is such a relief to just relax and to stop trying to make God pleased with me. I don't intend to do anything right now. If something happens, well and good, but if not, that's fine with me.
If I do anything, I want it to be joyful service to the one I love and not contrived.
I am absolutely done with refusing God's grace.
If nothing ever changes in my behavior, still I will hope in his grace and trust in it to work a good work in me.
I am resolved to be myself and to shed all pretense for the sake of gaining Christ's righteousness. I'll gladly give up any super holy image in order to be clothed with his holiness.