I get so irritated with myself sometimes.
I hate when I eat too much and waste loads of time watching television.
Then I irritate myself because I let myself feel condemned or unworthy for my frequent spiritual laziness. I do believe God will work this out of me eventually, but I do these things, even though I feel anxious the whole time, knowing I should pray. I want to pray, but I don't. This is when grace becomes hard, lol